I covered the distance between where i was seated and where he was
in two quick strides...i gues hellokitty was channelling my inner
Kalenjin spinter.I sat across Kip's lap..facing him,pushed my hair out
of the way and kissed him and this insane fire threw my senses out the
door.I stood up,placed my hand behind his neck and pulled him to the
wall behind me .I could sense the urgency in him..because he hit me a
bit hard against the wall.I felt his heart racing on my skin...and his
intense breathing as he devoured my neck.He lifted me up all too
easily..one hand wrapped around my waist and the other just under my
knee.I dont know how he got us back on the bed...i was not thinking
right..your girl Caro was on beast mode.He was on top of me..my hands
getting to the point quickly..pulling his clothes off and mine.I
probably need my female settings re-checked,because this is the only
time that i am perfect at multitasking.
I woke up next
morning..facing the wall away from him.He had his hand resting lazily
over my naked thigh..i froze for a moment.My body was sore...the good
kind though.A victory smile lit across my face and as i replayed the
sexy scenes of the previous night in my head,i bit my lip..both ashamed
and proud.I was a bit scared to turn over and face him,this is usually
where i find my clothes and dignity under the bed and look for an exit
strategy...but am all the way in Athi River with no sense of direction.I
have never been here before and am starving,i should have said i wanted
actual food.
He woke up..'Morning Caro'..he said
slowly.Goddamn...there goes the superbass that started all this.He slid
his hand up my thigh to my waist and gently rolled me over to face him.I
wanted to fight It and get up but i had not unfrozen from my sense
of panic.He was smiling down at me.We pillowtalked there for a while as i
silently wished i a cigarette to calm me down.I shyed away from saying
that i was hungry and i was glad when he brought it up.We finally got
out of bed,i did not like how i had started getting comfortable in his
arms.That is how tu-emotions begin to screw a girl over.I showered,got
dressed and we went out for food.It was waay past afternoon and the
lunch turned into a walk...we were very playful....running around
laughing and stopping too many times on the way to talk selfies on his
phone.Athi River's beautiful clear blue sky and piercing sunshine was
trying to set some cheesy romantic backdrop and i found myself liking
his laugh.'Focus Caro,FOCUS..this is not a Mills & Boon novel' i
inwardly said to myself as i smiled for what i hopped was the last
selfie.I did not let myself get lost in the moment...tempting as it
was..because in my exprience,i tend to crush so hard on the
demons.Something always bursts my bubble and at that point i was just
waiting for the other shoe to drop.
Later that evening...i
asked him if i could send the days' photos to myself.He must have
thought i asked him to do it himself because when i went straight to his
gallery..the life literally drained away from his face.I was swipping
through our photos and laughing at the ugly ones until a strange one
Popped up...of this light skinned-girl in a black bra,red lipstick and
jungle green cargo pants.She had one hand in the trouser's
pockect...pulling it down her waist just enough to epose her pink
panties while her other hand drapped a shirt over her shoulder.A tatoo
vertically outlined her flat exposed tummy and disapeared under the
waistband of her trouser.I wanted to say she was sexy..until i noticed
the exact shirt over her shoulder in the picture in the corner where Kip
stashed his dirty laundry.The background of the picture was this exact
room.I handed the phone back to him and kept talking like i hadn't seen
shit.None of my business anyway....
Kip went out with his
friends to watch some football match at a local pub..and he came back
lost in his phone...texting away.Nigga was texting in the toilet too.I
scrolled through my Instagram page a bit..a post by ' TeshBaibe ' caught
my attention.'Jesus did not die on the cross for you to be a side-chick
'.I laughed..doubletapped it,took a screenshot,agreed with Jesus and
thanked Him for speaking directly to my situation through one of His
mysterious ways.I fell asleep and left Kip to his texting.Childish ass.
As
i was getting ready to leave next morning,the conversation slowly
shifted to that awkward 'what are we' type of shit.He started by saying,
' You're beautiful even without make up'.I inwardly cursed him.Fuck
you Kip ....maybe i need pink panties,red lipstick and another Chinese
tatoo on my tummy..' I cant lie and say that i dont want you...i want
you but the fear of disapointing you outweighs everything...but i hope
we can still have fun'..This right here is the very farmiliar side-bitch
coronation.The fake ass...lame ass cowardice of committment but eager
willingness for 'fun'.Kip is beyond excellent and delicous in bed but i
refuse to be dickmatized into this title...Lord not again.
I
struggled to find an unreadable poker face for the whole way back,he
dropped me off where Diana was waiting for me.Dee and i bitched about
him when he left ofcourse after i told her what happend...we shredded
his balls to my hearts content but it all ended in an 'I told you so'
from the ever-wise Dee.Knowing him better than i do...she had warned me
about him but stubborn as i am,i wanted to find out for myself.I gues
the way he was calling me baby,those sexy kissing selfies and the
over-a-year communication had thrown me off my game and had me feeling
some girlfriend type of way.Kip..his gorgeous eyes,confusing dimple and
superbass was just the Athi River mistake that hellokitty and i wanted
to make.The earthshattering orgasms were refreshing as fuck though!!!!!
